Hi, my name is Tricia Lugo. Thank you for visiting my blog! If you're struggling with drugs, alcohol addiction, an abusive relationship, or depression. Then this blog is for you. God taught me to walk victoriously ONE DAY AT A TIME, even in the darkest of times. With God - there "IS ONLY" victory. He is a good teacher too! Let me show you how God taught me to stay victorious. If you really want victory over your addictions, then trust me! Isn't that what you want - VICTORY?
November 13, 2016
"FIGHT LIKE A WARRIOR" (PART IV - CONCLUSION) SEEKING THE FACE OF GOD!
October 16, 2016
FIGHT LIKE A WARRIOR! (PART III) THE BATTLE IS REAL!
October 08, 2016
"FIGHT LIKE A WARRIOR!" (PART II)
YOU MUST BE BORN AGAIN
JESUS IS STILL A WARRIOR
God's Word is the only salvation for your spirit, and your soul. Your spirit needs Jesus. Jesus is God's word made flesh, the ultimate sacrifice to save your spirit, and your soul. Jesus paid the price on Calvary so you can fight like a warrior. He still fights like a warrior today with God, and His angels for your soul. Your battles are not fought alone. If there is any one who you can learn from on how to be a warrior from is Jesus. Jesus is a warrior in this realm, and in the realm where there are dark forces at work.
(EPHESIANS 6:12 - FOR WE WRESTLE NOT AGAINST FLESH, AND BLOOD, BUT AGAINST PRINCIPALITIES, AGAINST POWERS, AGAINST THE RULERS OF THE DARKNESS OF THIS WORLD, AGAINST SPIRITUAL WICKEDNESS IN HIGH PLACES. Read all of Ephesians 6:10 - 18 Putting on the whole armour of God.
Read part (III) "FIGHT LIKE A WARRIOR!" Where I share the ultimate experience of fighting like a warrior through the power of prayer.
September 13, 2016
"FIGHT LIKE A WARRIOR!" (PART I)
July 16, 2016
IN THE SHADOW OF THE ALMIGHTY (PART III - CONCLUSION)
IN THE SHADOW OF THE ALMIGHTY
(PART III - CONCLUSION)
- Financial difficulties
- Family crisis
- Anger
- Unexpected experiences will throw me off my game
- Too much self evaluation of negative things in my life
- Unaccomplished goals - I put them on a shelf, and only look at them when I'm ready to work on them. I set a time limit as to how long I leave them on that shelf.
- Too much excitement - Ya - go figure! It makes me feel smothered. I have to slow down!
- Expected goals. This is a tough one for me. I'm a procrastinator.
- Trauma - mental, physical, or emotional such at a death in the family
- Dwelling on bad experiences from the past - or dwelling on anything negative too long!
The only way I was able to get victory is SOLITUDE WITH GOD, and His word! It's in His presence when I can come to God as I am. I can experience, and reflect on God's awesomeness, so I can have faith in Him to perform this victorious miracle. It is in God's presence where I get the confidence from Him, because God shows me - me - through His eyes! Jesus shows me who I really am. In God's kingdom there is only victory, and in God's eyes I am victorious! You can do anything when you see yourself through God's eyes. You are PERFECT IN HIS EYES!
HAVING JOY THROUGH DEPRESSION
When I am in that dark place - I know God will let me cry, scream agonize in His presence. He doesn't judge me. He wants me to come to Him, and release my sorrows, and emotions. God showed me this is part of the healing process that I have to have with Him in order for me to have victory. (Psalm 30:5 - For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.) In the end of Nehemiah 8:10 It says "THE JOY OF THE LORD IS YOUR STRENGTH." Also in (Psalm 89:15 - Blessed is the people that know the joyful sound: they shall walk, O Lord, in the light of thy countenance.) This is where you will find the Joy of the Lord, and, you will find His strength to have victory. This is also how I have His Joy in depression. I know - now matter how I feel, I am in His perfect will, and I trust Him for the outcome which is VICTORY! It is His will that I have victory. He will NEVER leave you nor forsake thee. (Deuteronomy 6:5 - thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.)
THE PERFECT PLACE IN TIME - WHEN TIME STANDS STILL
(Psalms 91:1 - He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.) This secret place is a special place, it's real, and it's really not that secret. You just have to know how to get there! Here is how I get there! THROUGH JESUS! When I get with the Lord to pray I make it special. I close my bedroom door, and I lock it. I want it undisturbed. I make sure everyone in my house knows in a gentle way that I want to be alone with God. I don't go in my room all sad, and gloomy. The same with my friends. I just tell them I need some quiet time for a few days. They understand! I bring everything in my room that I might need or want for whatever time I decide to be undisturbed, candles, tea, water. Anything that will make me feel relaxed, and comfortable. If I need more time, then I come out of my room to refresh, then I go beck in my room, and lock the door again.
I take my Bible, and lay it on my chest if I'm on my bed, or lap if I'm sitting on my loveseat. I close my eyes, and pray. I don't stop until God tells me too! What do I pray for? I definitely praise God, and everything that God tells me to pray for. But, I also pray for myself, and other people. Sometimes my experiences are more intense then other times. But, that's okay! I'm in that perfect place in time - when time stands still, because I'm in God's realm - God's time. (2 Peter 3:8 - But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.) Well, in our realm, one day is 24 hours. But, when we enter into God's courts, and realm, one day is a thousand years, and a thousands years is one day. It feels like time just stands still. It is the most magnificent experience I've ever encountered. The joy I feel in God's presence is AWESOME! My heart beats faster at one point, then my heart calms down. (Psalms 38:9-10 - 9) Lord, all my desire is before thee; and my groaning is not hid from thee. My heart panteth, my strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me.) (Psalms 42:1 - As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.) WOW!!!!! What exhilarating experience!
It may take a few minutes or a few times before you will have your very own experience. Everyone's experience is different. But, when you get yours, you will recognize it every time, and you will know what to expect. I promise you this, there is no way depression can stay in the presence of God. Once you experience God's Glory, you will not forget it! His peace is ever with you through out the day, and whenever you feel a sadness come over you - you will know it's time to pray. Sometimes I don't have to go in my room or lock the door! I just know it's time to pray for someone else who might be feeling sadness. So, I just pray. It's a GLORIOUS experience that will lead you to victory. Isn't that what you want? To experience victory? Knowing that you can have control, by letting God have control through His glorious glory. I say AMEN to that!
May 10, 2016
IN THE SHADOW OF THE ALMIGHTY (PART II)
A CONVERSATION WITH GOD
YOU HAVE TO
GOD PLEASE!
April 02, 2016
IN THE SHADOW OF THE ALMIGHTY (PART I)
(Plalms 42:1 - As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.) Telling God how I feel about His awesomeness - His beauty - His strength - His power - His Love, is beyond words I can imagine or express. The joy He feels when I do express how I feel is my reward - I feel His joy - His awesomeness - His beauty - His strength - His power - His Love. GOD IS ABSOLUTELY BREATH TAKING!
It is also in His presence where I draw from God's strength to win all my victories when I find myself in the darkest of places. I do have those moments when I am looking at myself through mine own eyes - not God's eyes. All I see are my insecurities, things that I haven't accomplished, mistakes I've made. Or, even just dealing with the daily mundane things of life. Sometimes you feel it coming from every side of you, and you just can't shake it. All I can do is curl up in a ball, and cry, along with that horrible sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach that you just want to go away.
You can't talk to anybody about it - You wouldn't want to burden anybody with a pity-party - as some people may call it, because they don't understand depression, they don't know how to comfort someone with a broken spirit. Or, worse yet, they think depression is contagious. So, they stay away, and judge you. They don't know how to battle depression - a battle they haven't battled.
DEPRESSION - A BATTLE TO BE WON
GOD UNDERSTANDS DEPRESSION
God understands depression, and Jesus does too! In the garden of Gethsemane, when Jesus prayed three times. He was in such agony that was unimaginable! So much agony that it appeared as though His sweat were great drops of blood falling down to the ground (Luke 22:44). When Jesus was dying on the cross, Jesus said "It is finished." (John 19:30) But that was just the crucifixion that was finished. Am I saying Jesus was depressed - absolutely not! But, Jesus does understand agony. Jesus still agonizes for us, and intercedes for us daily. After Jesus gave up the Ghost the soldiers came and pierced his side. Blood and water came out. (John 19:34) A sign of a broken heart.
THE MIRACLE OF PRAYER - JOY
What might be surprising to you is finding victory over depression is finding joy through it!
STEPS I TAKE THAT GOD TAUGHT ME
In (Part II) I will share some experiences that God took me through, and how I walk daily with Him so I can have victory over depression with His joy. I'm sure you're asking how can you have joy in depression, and be victorious at the same time. Trust me you can! Isn't that what you want - joy instead of depression?
March 22, 2016
KNOWING YOU ARE VICTORIOUS - WOW!
STAY AWAY - At all cost stay away from any thing or any one that does any thing that you can be tempted with. Be practical, and smart!
DON'T - Don't go looking for your temptations - recognize what triggers you might have, and stay away from those triggers. If one creeps up, just turn around , and physically walk the other way or RUN! Don't put yourself in a situation that will lead you into temptation.
DO NOT - I recommend not making any decisions when you are being tempted. It is very easy to feel spontaneous when you are being tempted - you want instant gratification to feel relief instead of overcoming your weakness. (Especially financial decisions!) You think you are resisting, but all you are doing is escaping. You have to confront your weakness to be victorious. Now confronting your weakness is not the same thing as putting yourself in harms way. It simply means BEING ON GUARD! Always keeping your eye's open to recognize temptation before it strikes, and escaping is not the same thing as running away from your temptation.
STAY OUT - If you are single stay out of any relationships. I know, this is a very difficult one, but - I highly recommend it. When you are trying to overcome drugs, alcohol or depression there is a tendency to want human comfort. Chances are you will end up in a bad relationship. Sometimes you can end up in a relationship with someone that has the same weakness' you have - then it becomes the blind leading the blind. I would rather not be in a relationship at all, and be alone than to be in the wrong relationship that could be disastrous.
FELLOWSHIP - You have to have a strong support system. There is strength in numbers. If you are overcoming drugs - go to a Narcotics Annominous (N.A.) meetings. If you are overcoming alcohol - go to a Alcoholics Annominous (A.A.) meetings. But, don't date any body from your meetings when you are struggling with temptation. It will only lead to more temptation. Also, finding a good church to go to.
February 28, 2016
FINDING YOUR WAY HOME IS VICTORY (PART V - CONCLUSION)
YOUR PERFECT PLACE
If there is one place I would rather be with the Lord, it is that place that no one else but me and the Lord can go, and it is in that place the Lord wants to meet with everyone. It is a place where the Lord meets with me quite often, and it is that one place where the devil doesn't want you to go. It is that place that most people don't know exists in the way God wants us all to see, and experience it in our daily lives. YOUR PERFECT PLACE! That place where God knew you before you were born. That perfect place where Jesus was, and still is - that God gave the FIRST prophecy ever written in the Bible. A PLACE WHERE SATAN CAN NOT GO! - Because it's PERFECT! - And everything that is there is perfect. You were there once. IN GOD’S HEART, AND MIND! - And God wants you to come back. You may not remember that place, but it's there, and always has been there. That place that God spoke into existence - where you were conceived in his thoughts - not conceived in this realm, but God brought it into existence when He spoke it. He gave you the breath of life when you were conceived. God gave it to you, to come back to Him through Jesus.
REVEALED TO ME
God showed me this place one day when I was leaving church one day. I was almost out the door of the main sanctuary when God said "Tricia turn around!" So I did! When I turned around I saw a woman. She looked like me, but I didn't recognize her as me. I said to God "Who is she Lord?" He said "She is you!" I said "Lord! That's me? She is so confident - She is so strong, and victorious - like a warrior! She looks PERFECT Lord!" God told me "That is you - PERFECT! That is how I see you, and that is how I created you before you were born in this realm. She is who you are today. But, you have to accept her! You have to grow in me."
I didn't want to take my eyes off of her - or me. I didn't want to forget her - or me, and God didn't want me to forget me either. I haven't - I will never forget her, or me, because that is who I am in God's eyes - that is who I will be in my eyes. No matter what I am feeling - no matter what I am going through, I will always KNOW, BELIEVE, AND BE WHO I AM IN GOD'S EYES! That is what God wants for you too! Don't you want to see in yourself everything you ever believed you can be? (PROVERBS 23:7 - For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he:...) Well - you can, because that IS who God created you to be. That is who God wants you to see in you. See you through God’s eyes.
DWELLETH AND ABIDETH
My favorite book in the Bible is the book of Psalms. My favorite chapter, and verses are:
(Psalms 91: 1-2 and 4.) 1) He that dwelleth in the SECRET place of the most High shall abideth under the shadow of the Almighty.
2) I WILL SAY of the Lord, He is my refuge, and my fortress: my God; in Him will I trust.
4) He shall cover thee with His feathers, and under His wings shalt thou trust: His truth shall be thy shield, and buckler.
THIS IS THAT PLACE WHERE I STAY! That perfect place, where God knew me, and knows me. No matter how bad I feel - no matter how defeated I feel - no matter how SICK I FEEL in my stomach - I STAY IN THIS PLACE! - Even if I don't feel like I'm in this place - I KNOW I AM IN THIS PLACE! I know even when I feel defeated - I AM VICTORIOUS! - Because this is where God, and I are together, 24 hours a day - seven days a week.
If I stumble, and fall - I am still in that place. God will never leave me nor forsake me. (JOHN 10:28 - And I give them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.) God reaches out His hand to me - I get back up, and I hold on tight. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. The Joy of the Lord is my strength. I am not alone - I AM HOME. In God's eyes I am victorious - In God's eyes there is nothing but victory. GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ME! ALWAYS! WOW!
TOTAL SURRENDER
If you are an addict, or you have an addictive personality that doesn't mean you can't totally surrender to the Lord. What it does mean is that you have to get to that point where you are so sick, and tired of living the life where you are a slave to your addictions. Then get to the point where you want to totally surrender to the Lord. YOU HAVE TO DO BOTH! Get to that point, and totally surrender. It's inevitable that you do get to that point. It's not God's will for you to suffer with addiction. He created you to be victorious, and free from your addictions. It was NEVER His will! You have to get to the point that you recognize who God created you to be. You need to see you. See who God sees you as. And - know, that if God sees you victorious, then it’s God’s will for you to be victorious.
YOU HAVE TO SEE IT - BELIEVE IT - AND KNOW IT!
You've held on to your addictions very strongly by your body's chemical need, or inherited genes. Now you have to let the Holy Ghost take your spirit back home to Him to have victory. You have to let the Holy Ghost take you back to that place where you were before you were born in this realm, -- so you can have total, and permanent victory. Then the Holy Ghost will bring that place back to this realm. So you, and God are in the same place in His realm, and in this realm. That place where you will have total peace, and strength. HIS STRENGTH - HIS WILL IS HISTORY AND YOUR STRENGTH, AND YOUR FUTURE! That place is in your heart! You have to bring them together. Jesus - and your spirit in the same place, and time together. WOW! Talk about time travel!
MAKE THAT CONNECTION
If you are a Christian struggling with addiction, then you have already started on your journey. But, there might be some doors you need to close, and some steps you need to take to help with your victory. I've listed below all the doors I closed, and steps I took that helped me. Hopefully this message will bless you the same way God blessed me with it. I was born in 1956. I found my way home (got saved, asked Jesus into my heart) in 1976. I was 20 years old. I never looked back. It's been 40 years sober from alcohol, and clean from drugs. Escaping that life got me away from the people that were abusing me too! I never looked back until now, because God wants me to share my victories with you.
If you are not a Cristian - have not asked Jesus into your heart - accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. THAT TIME IS NOW! That special place in time before you were conceived - that special time in history - that special place in your future is all in the same place. This is your life we are talking about. This is your soul we are talking about. Nothing you have tried has worked. You are at a crossroad! Jesus is the way for you to have a do-over! To ask for forgiveness - to change the mistakes you are making, to get rid of the physical pain, and emotional pain you are experiencing, to begin your healing. To make your life new.
DOORS TO CLOSE - AND STEPS TO FOLLOW
It's not going to be easy! But, with Jesus in your heart, and you letting Him direct your path it will be 100% clearer, and easier. However, there are some doors you have to close, and some steps that are very important, and practical so you can have victory, and stay victorious. These are the very doors I closed, and steps I used right after I found my way home. I will also give you some scriptures I used to stand on too!
(I Corinthians 10:13 - There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.)
Before I was able to make any decisive changes in my life (other than the changes that Jesus miraculously did in my life) that would be permanent, I had to close some doors, and keep them shut to avoid temptation. I locked those doors, and threw away the key.
I closed every door that had a temptation of anything I was trying to overcome behind it.
I didn't go looking for temptation either.
That means, I had to stay away from people, and locations that I used to hang-out with, or hang-out at. If there was anything that reminded me of what I used to be, then I stayed away from that place, or thought.
THE ONLY DOOR TO OPEN
(Revelation 3:20 - Behold I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hears my voice, and opens the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.)
How do I open this door? I stay in God’s word. I pray, and have fellowship with true believers of Christ. Not Christians that will lead you into temptation. They are committed to Christ with their whole life.
STEPS TO TAKE
(James 4:7 - Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.)
This may sound repetitive - but, If you want to be victorious, and stay victorious then you have to unfortunately say goodbye to anyone - everyone, that is doing the things that you are trying to resist, or overcome. I stopped going to the bars, I stopped hanging out with friends that wanted to do drugs, or other drug addicts, or other drug dealers - I stopped selling drugs. You can't expect not to be tempted, or to be able to resist temptation if you are still surrounding yourself with all the things that you are trying to resist!
Surround yourself with a strong support system. Whether it is a church, AA support group, NA support group, AL Anon support group, or Al lateen support group.
Read your Bible daily
Pray daily.
A FINAL NOTE
PUT ON
THE FULL ARMOUR OF GOD
EPHESIANS 6:10-8:
10) Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of His might.
11) Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12) For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
13) Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14) Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
15) And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
16) Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
17) And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
18) Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints.
Do every bit of what is in those scriptures - THEN HAVING TO DONE ALL,
TO STAND. There is no other way to say it. Having to do everything to stand!
Are you at that point in your life? Are you ready to surrender to the Lord? Now is that time to be victorious - to be a warrior for your own life. YOU CAN DO IT. Trust me. If I can do it - you can do it. Jesus will be with you every step of the way. I know you don't want to do this battle alone. I know this, because I've been there. Don't do it alone. Do it with Jesus.